She linked her fingers to his,
While walking down the
Smoke-filled street.
He let her clutch them,
Bristling slightly, involuntarily.
The lurid streetlights
Glared askance at the
Dark silhouettes
Presenting an optical illusion,
Appearing to merge into one.
They spoke tardily on the way.
He dropped her off, at her
Doorstep, amid unfinished
Conversations, a few dozen
Unspoken words.
The refracted moonbeams
Illuminated the slender
Curve of her neck.
He planted a patronizing kiss
On her cheeks and left.
Sometimes these moments
Were too exciting to get by –
Moments quivering with
Frenetic tension, colored with
Redolent passion, moments
Fraught with tender possibilities.
They walked beneath the squinting stars
And voyeuristic streetlights.
He whistled sometimes
And flashed a wolfish grin.
He called her a condescending polymath.
She basked in the warmth of
His breath, caressing her face,
When he spoke;
Words borne on whirls of
Engulfing cigarette smoke.
He talked of politics and law
In an energetic, husky voice.
The animated tenor soothed her.
Words were forgotten,
Hardly ever attended to.
They became instead a mellow,
Sonorous tapestry,
His rippling voice lapped at her
Like waves around a
Bereft, sequestered harbour.
He watched unblinking,
When she twirled her hair
Away from her face with
One sweeping, dismissive,
Fluid motion.
He watched when she strolled
Languidly towards him,
Betraying an air of
Graceful torpor.
She rested her head on
His square shoulders,
When they sat side by side.
He suppressed the thrill
Of electric superfetation
Of flesh on flesh.
She laughed at him, when
He flicked out his lighter
With an impish swagger.
He liked to call himself a
Liberal interventionist.
They threw pebbles into the sea,
When the sun went down in
The sanguine blood-red horizon.
They wagered who would throw
It the farthest.
She won most of the time.
He attributed his defeat
To his faulty evaluation
Of trajectory.
They were comfortable.
Perhaps, a tad too comfortable
To change the order of things,
To knowingly rustle up a storm.
It was too pleasant and fulfilling
To risk suspending it all on
An impulse, to explore each
Other further.
It was a healthy arrangement.
It was how it should be.
Long walks, in and around campus,
Along the beach, the extended shoreline,
In fragrant parks and littered sidewalks
Alike, snatches of conversation, a
Disagreement or two, eating out
At bistros, a movie or two and
A shoulder to doze on.
Walking together, matching stride
For stride, interlocking fingers,
Brushing shoulders, repressing
Certain synapse-frying electrochemical
Signals, walking, meandering, strolling,
Perambulating as long as the strides led to
The selfsame destination;
And an amicable parting of ways,
At the crossroads,
When priorities change,
When ways diverge,
Never to converge again.
Long walks and lingering gazes,
Soft sighs and sweet nothings,
Peering through drawn curtains,
Stealing a glance or two.
This would do for now,
At least for this season.
Aneesha Roy